Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Every Experience Matter


When you think you wanna go for other countries, go for it
When you think you wanna share something for others, share it now
When you think you wanna change your attitude, change it now
When you wanna do something impactful, do it now!

It has been six months I take the role of director in this department which is named incoming Global Community Development Programme focus in Non-corporate Relations
It is a department which in charge to bring in exchange participant to join the local project in NGO centre.

I cannot feel impact until the first batch of exchange participants came in. They are Hisham from India and Rangga from Indonesia.


From the start of the project until the end, many things happened.
Arguing, feeling the job description not concrete, complaining and so on happened.
I still remember that night, the night before my first final exam start, I hold my book in front of laptop, listening to the problem and crisis faced by EPs.
I cannot concentrate in both things, cannot study and cannot help them to solve the problems. It was an intense night for me.

I always believe in exchange, exchange can change one person, can develop one person.
Until today I still believe in it!

And,
 at the end of this project, it proved to me that this believe do exists.
Especially happen to one of the exchange participant, Hisham.
Attitude changed, leadership developed!

I still remembered the moment before he left to airport, he cried again(he cried before many many times)
It's really touched my heart, friendship developed between us

I will continue this until the end of this term,creating impact to society, developing friendship between people from different countries and working for better project!

Thursday, January 15, 2015

顶着沉重的眼皮
死都不愿躲到被窝里

我还坐在电脑前
只因为今天结束了化学工程二年级的第一个学期

整整16天
每天窝在图书馆,只为大考拼了
说穿了又是一次临时抱佛脚

超过百条的formulas还在脑海旋转
不是开玩笑
这绝对是摧残岁月的一个科系

决心总是在大考时崛起
毅力只会存在于大考

下定决心
下个学期
不再临时抱佛脚

Monday, January 12, 2015

再度回来

多久没回来了,大一结束就不曾再写
就这样上了大二

忙碌的生活知道现在才再度想起我的部落格
话说是不小心看了某某的部落格,也怀念起自己的部落格

就想写些什么
大二过了一半,我又做了些什么

看看成绩,没有很好,努力挽救中

教授唤起了我想当一名工程师的小小决心
我不是理科的料,可是他的一句话却唤醒了我
“你的学习态度是可以成为真正的工程师”
从没想过这句话适合用在我身上
因为我就是文科的料,直到现在还深深的觉得

但是最近我真的有想当一名工程师,想要真正了解所有的概念
所以最近都抱着这种心态准备考试,我发现我过得开心一点 =)

我想在考试后理清我要的到底是什么
我不想盲目的做,盲目的参活动,却得不到想要的东西

自然地很多麻烦事让我变得很stress很容易毛躁
有时候,会很冷淡的回信息,有时连说话的力气都没有
做project做到哭这大概是生平第一件事
不过,很感激一个人
因为每次好像有麻烦都会找他,虽然他说他喜欢麻烦,可是就想不到可以找谁倾诉了
谢谢他给了我很多很多的解决办法,很强的分析总是帮到了我,问题都能一一解决
stress的时候毫无顾忌的对着他乱讲话也ok,因为他配合度及其的高!!!!
我只能说感激呀,这个sem比较好的朋友!真心地希望他在帮人之余,也能做到自己想做的事!!!

然后再感激另一名哥儿,马志兴
几乎studyweek都一起准备考试的哥儿!
有他在,三餐不担心,hohoho
对我来说他真的是很贴心的姐妹,喉咙痛的时候就有蜜糖喝,沮丧的时候就有加油字条与苹果还有充电器被贼人偷走后马上准备一个备用的给我!!!!
很高兴还有这样贴心的朋友存在我的大学生涯里

是时候回到书堆里头了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~